I woke up at seven this morning. well, I woke up at 5 too... larry was going to work and felt the need to tell me?... what fun. so I am up.. my eyes are twitching but that's ok. Nothing a little coffee can't fix. I had the funniest dream last night.. about food.. I was out to eat somewhere with this kid.. and we just kept eating and I remember looking at the time 4 times in my dream. We just kept eating and eating and eating. I had cheesecake for dessert.. It was good. Hmm I also had a dream about chap stick.. french vanilla chapstick (yum)..it tastes like the frosting I was eating yesterday. !!Johnny called me last night. I was so happy because he never calls me. He thinks he is bothering me... (because I would most definitely not want to talk to him?) I apologized for being posessive and cinical and blunt etc. but I just can't help myself sometimes. Mother & Father are being extra nice for some reason. I asked my mother if I could go out to dinner before the thing with some people and possibly have a few drinks. She actually laughed. And then she got all excited that I had a 'date' etc and started tweaking out and asking me what I was going to do with my hair (messy bun? ha) She has to hem the bottom because I am short, and the dress is too long, so I had to put it on the other day with my shoes so she could pin it... Of course Larry walks in and pulls this mushy gushy crap on me. "you look beautiful case"... [save is larry!] I think they are glad I am being hmmm 'social' and actually agreeing to put on a dress and agreeing to go to some school social event with some prissy ass hoes. Well at least I have a gorgeous date. Except for Jason freaked out on him. does Jason have a say in all this? NOPE! He said to tony.. 'I really like her tony, and I don't want you guys to kiss or anything.... I don't want you to do anything other than dance' haha who said I was going to do anything with him anyway?.. I mean god! Obvious somethings would have happened.... will... haha but he's all jealous that he can't go because he will be in Vermont. Jenn even offered to take him. grosss I could never ever think of him as more than a friend. Quite honestly, I thought he was gay the first time I met him. hmm oh well. hmm about that conversation with johnny.. we talked a lot about allyssa and how she thinks everything is hilarious. Honestly, I don't like her. But the last time I told her to 'fuck off and leave me alone' she called barry told him she was taking pills and sawed at her wrist for an hour. I don't exactly want to be responsible for her becoming a vegeable from accessive pill intake. Hmmm school is dumb, long weekend is good! :) Broggie wants me to take pre AP history.. mr small is teaching it next year (2 thumbs down) I told him I would before I knew mr small was teaching it... I need to see if I can get that changed. I refused to turn in my news artical about the tsunami thing so crazy eyes told me I have like an 80... oh wellll.. I think my math grade is up though... I got a 95 on one of the 2 tests... brown creme savers are disgusting... until.