let us see... being my cool self and all... I have this crush on this kid ben. hes like going to be 20 ha. woohooo.. hes so funny. and it's not like hi, you're an idiot so you hilarious.. but sarcastic and gahh I dont know. so I want him, okay!? HAPPY?! I met him through kyle of course... and I think about him ish sometimes in the sense of... maybe he should text me or whatever, you know. so he actually did, wierd huh!? and of course I forgot my phone when we went to brunch yesterday so I didnt get it until a while after he sent it which is annoying. soo I text him back... no answer.. oh well... I am hoping its the right ben... the number things were confusing me... so anyway I am being a fool and checking my phone every 5 or 10 minutes hoping to see that he textd me .. which is again, absolutly ridiculous. gooodddd... so at least I have something to keep my mind busy I guess... I only have today tomorrow and wednesday then I am gone... Im going to the pool today and tomorrow... wednesday I am golfing with daddd and getting my hair chopped off woohoo. and then I am home by noon on thursday... mom isnt home until late friday night .. so thursday I am just going to stay out ish and friday I suppose I will go home... I told julie I'd stay there but I think I will just tell her that I am going to stay home I hav a bazillion freckles.