The mood needs to go. Its been weeks... kidding, months. and it's angry and I'm tired. tired tired. I hate christmas and how people expect you to be happy and annoying. I guess I secretly like it, I like buying for other people, I never feel guity spending money on other people, ever, and I need the break, which is ridiculous for me to say seeing how we just had one for thanksgiving. We're getting in to pool tomorrow, finally.. I hope. But I am supposed to work so I don't know ahhh I really need to start diving, and focus on it. and not feel like crap, just be competitive and mean and yesss! I love it. I'm going to miss alex this season. ugh.