fix it. just fix it. I'm clearly not happy. clearly he's not making me happy. I'm having a really hard time being home, I'm having a really hard time being here, and not there, and I just wish that things would work out for once. I'm tired. I've been sleeping too much. I go back to work tomorrow, that will be good, at least I won't be in bed all day. yesterday he woke me up in the morning and said that he was going to work on the house all day and that he would come home early so we could do something together. I didn't talk to him all day which was fine but 4 rolled around and 5 and 6 and 7 and nothing. I was furious. finally he texted me at 730 and said "sorry muffin". didn't even call, texted me. I was so mad. like really? you couldn't have even called and said heyy I'm going to be here for a while.. I'll call you when I'm leaving. I probably still wouldn't have been happy but I wouldn't have been mad like that.. I wouldn't have felt so hurt. why is it so hard for you to keep the plans that YOU made, that were your idea. and for you to not even call. ohhh my was I upset. Then today he told me we were going to sleep in and we would spend the day together.. didn't happen. he told them he would be at the other house at 8.. so I didn't even stay over. I texted him and asked if he was going to be there all day and he said he didn't know yet. I was like, if you're going to be there, tell me. don't have me wait around and get all pissed off. he said he'd rather work on the house than deal with the attitude. that didn't make it any better.. I said there's no attitude I just want to know if you're going to be there or not. I don't want to sit and wait for you if you're going to be there all night.