ahhhhh 2008 means: getting into college... going to college.. bye bye sphs no trip to canada with everyone cause I suck pictures. friends. green fricken dress mmm party heartyyy less naps,more coffee, less grumpyness. money. anddd 2007 meant: crap. hell with ben smiles with ben fuck ben. ben with a girlfriend fuck northeastern. ohh jeff..sebas too blankets for birthdays real people teeth.. :] I'll add as things are remembered. EDIT: well.. I relfected on the last year.. aka I read all my entries from the last year. And re-realized how much pain I was in with ben. reading all that made my stomach turn and my head hurt.. all the pain and anxiety and shit just came back into my world and it was a cloud of just shit. and I think about why I went though all that shit... and why I put up with it.. and how things are good now, and how I'm not afraid to call him and tell him I need to see him. and the northeastern shit.. he was there. he told me to call him if I needed to vent, that he wouldn't mind waking up. I can deny it all day and all night but I love him.. and he can deny it all he wants, but we are good right now.. and good is good for us.