lately i feel like i want a boyfriend. i haven't had a serious relationship in a long time. the closest thing i have would have to be my casual relationship with whats his face. and by casual i mean from time to time he visits and hangs out and we usually have sex before he leaves. we aren't really friends in the sense that we never talk on the phone. unless of course its a phone call inviting the other to some kind of social gathering (in which we get together for the night and don't talk again til its time to get some). he really is a nice guy but i think i'm above the casual sex thing. nor do i like the thought of it. and i especially don't like wondering if he's been with any girls since the last time i saw him, and if he was safe with them. i don't want any stress ya know. i'm not a whore, he's the one and only "friends with benefits" type of thing i've ever had. and hopefully the last. which is why it hink its time i find one person to be with and no one else.