my horoscope for today: "Most often you Lions have no problem telling it like it is. Today, however, powerful emotions are ruling your moods, yet you're not inclined to say much. The most important thing is to pay attention to your inner world. There's no reason to share everything, but don't push away the feelings, even if they could complicate your life."
it says not to push away my feelings, and i hadn't planned to...i don't think i could even if i wanted to. i think i'm falling hard for him, and i don't think he feels the same way. i'm just booty to him. i can't cut him out of my life though because i'm addicted to the affection i get from him. but i also can't tell him how i feel about him because i don't want him to stop calling if he doesn't feel the same. i haven't felt like this in awhile and i hate it. i'm glad i've already gotten my heart broken once, because now i know what to be wary of and what to expect. worse case scenario is that he doesn't like me like i like him and then we stop hooking up...but that would suck! i'm getting to used to having (his)sex on a regular basis. this can't turn out good no matter how i look at it...but if i don't do something about it i'll regret it later. i need ADVICE...so please feel free to let me know if u think i'm dumb for whatever reason, or to just tell me what you would do in my situation. oh and the guy i'm refering to is K7 for those who follow my diary. THANKS in advance to anyone who gives me some ADVICE or leaves any comments at all...GAH! i've got it bad for this boy.
Vannessa