i feel dumb. its been a week. K10 never called. he's done this before. next time i see him he'll say he was going to call. probably ask me for my number again which he seems to somehow always lose. my heart hurts. this sucks. i miss him and i wish he were missing me. i wonder if he ever thinks about me at all. i think about him everyday. we met almost a year ago and i still want him. this goes past the sex. i want him as mine. i don't want him to be with any other girls. guys never seem to want me for more than just sex. this sux.