well i went out last night but didn't see ****. met a new boy. the cousin of a boy that i've known for a very long time. trendy cute little thing. he looked young, like 16...but he's 18 so yay. we made out, nothing more. he has my number, said he would call me today but we'll see what happens. i don't like him though, just someone to pass the time with ya know. i still want **** and no one else. that ass hole has yet to call me so i'm not going to sit around and wait ya know. he'll lose a good thing if he doesn't come to his senses.