my best friend goes back to college monday. this sucks. i laughed so much this week while hanging out with her. i'm going to miss her. when we're together it's non stop laughter and inside jokes. i've known her for so long. i'll be sad without her here. of all my friends i can only see two of them in my future. they'll both be in my wedding someday (that is if i don't end up as a crazy lady with 20 cats). i wish they lived closer though. i didn't see K7 this weekend. if i'm not obsessing over one guy it's another. i think i'm over K10. but now i'm stuck on K7 again so it sucks. but its not so bad cuz when i'm not with him i don't get sad. just bored. i am SO ready to start working. i can't see me as the type that will ever finish college. so i should get used to hard work now. i'm just so bored at home. atleast once i'm busy with work i won't have so much time to think or dwell on things. there's more i want to say but i'm hungry and there's chocolate cake with my name on it...well my name isn't literally on it...but that would be tight!