i did end up hooking up with G22 again. there was a little bit of drama. he did something to piss me off and i ended it with him while we were in the middle of hooking up. i pushed him off of me, got dressed and left. i forgave him but i'm not hooking up with him anymore. he still texts me trying to get me to go to his place and hook up with him but i've been doing pretty well staying away from him. lately all i can think about is K7. i hate myself for that. i'm just feelin' pretty low lately. on the way home from work today i got a speeding ticket. i hope this is as bad as it's going to get, i can't take much more right now.