i miss that feeling...that somebody wants me feeling. last night me and my best friend were driving around and i saw K7 standing outside some house talking on his cell phone. there was a girl standing outside with him. i hated every second of it. seeing him...seeing him with a girl. i hate that my phone doesn't ring at night. i miss that feeling i got when my phone rang and i just knew it was him. i'm pathetic and it's sad. hooking up with that C12 guy helped for a bit...but not much. a few nights ago me and 2 of my friends (one of which recently moved in with me because her mom is crazy and kicked her out) drove around putting K7s # on guys cars. i couldn't just do nothing about the way he made me feel. we left notes on a couple of his friends cars too so that he'll surely find out. i hope he got lots of calls. ugh i just want to punch him so bad. i feel worthless and un-wanted lately. it sucks. these past two days have been really bad. oh well, my dad's going to buy me a car soon. that will make me momentarily feel better.