K7 has a myspace now. this disturbs me as i know i will become obsessed with checking it. he only has 2 friends (3 including tom). his first friend that he got is this girl that i was best friends with in the second grade so of course i was insanely jealous that she's super hot now and that he knows her. i eventually (while drunk) asked her how she knows him. apparently they just went to jr. high together so no worries. on another note i am currently abstaining from both sex, and alcohol. so far i've been sex free for about 9 days, and alcohol free for about 2 days ha ha. but i think i should drink on wednesday night because my best friend goes back to san francisco state university on thursday. J14 (not creepyJ15) keeps offering to be my new booty call. it's really cute. he's such a nice guy. i'm kind of scared to sleep with him while sober. i freak out when guys actually like me for more than just sex, so i'll be super nervous around him. but in the meantime i'm abstaining and he knows that so no pressure...although his parents will be gone february 6th through the 11th and he said i could come sleep over there (because i was complaining of being lonely and sleeping alone). he said we didn't have to have sex or anything, even though he'd really like to (ha ha duh). ok i think i'm done for now. i have an overwhelming amount of reading and studying to do (damn me for taking a class over winter session)!