ok so this guy i used to be friends with is having a kickback tonight. he's friends with K7 so i'm guessing he'll be there. it's driving me crazy that i won't be there. i want him so bad. i miss the affection i was getting from him. it's also driving me crazy that i won't be there to see if he gets with any other girls. he can if he wants, i have been getting with other guys...ugh i don't know, this just sucks. i want to see how he would act toward me in a social setting. but anyways, that guy i made out with the other night has been text messaging me. i'm not used to guys calling or texting so soon after u first meet and or make out. we're supposed to hang out tomorrow night. i'm honestly quite shallow and don't see this going anywhere because he's just not as hot as i usually like my guys...but hey i'll get some free beer and some much needed affection. if K7 doesn't call tonight i'll probably be even more depressed. so expect some depressing entries, bye guys.