so i gave in and hooked up with K7 on accident the other night. in fact i called him for once. and yes i was drunk. he was like are u drunk? i was like yeah why? he was like u always get mad at me for calling you while drunk...i was like yeah well i'm a hypocrit now hurry up and get home. so he drove home then called me and i was on my merry way. it was good times for the most part. i had forgotten how much i enjoy his sex. like an hour later we were still hooking up when he said something along the lines of "u haven't done this in awhile have you." kinda like stating that i haven't had sex since the last time i was with him...and i was drunk and was like uhhhh ok. he was like what, you haven't done this in awhile right? and i was like don't ask me that, besides its not like u didn't get with that 35 year old. he was like i never got with her, and i was like bullshit you already admitted to it but whatever i'm over it. and he was like well i was lying i didn't get with her i just wanted to see what u would say. dude he is SUCH a bad liar. i was grossed out by his lying and reached over him to grab my pants and started getting dressed. so he got dressed too then he walked me out. i walked right past him and straight to my car and he went inside. then i cried in my car then drove home. i know i shouldn't have insinuated that i had recently hooked up with someone else WHILE we were having sex, but i'm just too honest for my own good. i expected him to call me like usual. i get pissed off and he takes my bitching...thats just how we do it. but he didn't and that made me cry too (drunken crying is the worst). i didn't sleep that night. then last night i went out and got drunk again and called him yet again. this time he didn't answer the phone and i left a message actually apologizing! wtf? yeah. i said "hey i didn't call to argue i just wanted to see what you're doing and to apologize for getting all crazy last night. ummm call me back, alright later." omg i hate drunk me sometimes. i so let him walk all over me. then i apologize to him? there's nothing i can't stand more than liars. blah. ok everyone tell me how i'm dumb and deserve better...i'm expecting it.