i'm still sick. it sucks. i've been super emotional these past 2 days and i'm thinking it's because i'm sick and feelin all shitty. this guy that i liked ignored me friday night, then i went and hooked up with my friend. maybe i was using the attention my friend was giving me to get my mind off of the hurt i was feeling from the guy that i really liked. i have this problem getting physically close to guys that i have feelings for. but when it's just for fun i'm cool with it. i've been hurt before and since then i won't get too close to guys that i have feelings for. but when it's just some hot guy that i have no feelings for i'm all for the casual hook up. not that i've had lots of those, but definately more casual than non casual. not to sound conceited, but a lot of guys want me...yet the guys that want me aren't the ones that i want. or at the moment i should say "the one" that i want. everyone has a soul mate, blah blah blah i think mine is hiding from me. maybe he doesn't want to catch my cold. lol ok i'm done with this entry.
jayme