so the guy i was talking about in previous entry e mailed me to say that he was an ass and that he still wants to be friends. i didn't respond cuz i think he was drunk and don't know if he sees why i am pissed at him. i don't think i want to visit with him while he's back in cali. anyways, about the other guy (my friends ex b/f that i wanted to hook up with then changed my mind...i kind of changed my mind once again and want to hook up with him again. i enjoy his drunken phone calls. I LOVE DRUNK PEOPLE! yeah i'm weird. i guess i'm just easily entertained or something. he called last night and told me to go to some party, i said i'd call him later but never did. i stayed home for new years and drank with a couple of friends. lately i enjoy staying in more than going out...but that will probably get old fast. so anyways, i think i'm really in need of some affection from a guy right now. argh the frustration!