so friday night i did end up going out. yay me. so i went to this guys house and hung out. he tried to be smooth and rest his hand on my leg but i got up and said lets go outside. we've been friends since elementary school and i'm just not attracted to him like he is to me. so why doesn't he stop trying to get with me? maybe he likes being rejected repeatedly *shrug* ok after that i went and hung out with this guy i had a class with in highschool. well with him and his friends. i was already drunk (that was at about 2am) and proceeded to get even more drunk. i don't remember driving home but we made out in front of his house then for some reason he followed me to my house and we made out in my front yard too. my mom works nights and usually gets home at 8 am but came home early. so she gets home at 5:30am to see me and him making out while standing on the sidewalk. she didn't say anything, lol. just walked into the house. well i guess my dad also saw us (from the window). so we make out til about 7am. then he leaves and K6 calls. i go to his house to have one hour of sleep before i'm off to work, but he was forcefully trying to take off my pants (and take advantage of my drunkeness). i finally had enough and yelled at him and left then drove to work early. i got starbucks (a caramel machiato, mmm). so i went to work all drunk and was sooo tired and dehydrated all day since i had had no sleep. it sucked. i took a nap on my lunch break in the childrens section behind a stack of books. on my way home from work i call my mom and i hear my dad in the background saying "ask her if her lips hurt." he keeps making fun of me and my mom keeps asking me questions about this guy. she doesn't understand that i make out with guys just because its fun and not because i'm in love or something. crazy lady. this guy was hot in highschool...and has since gotten hotter. he goes through girlfriends really fast and i have no intentions of persuing anything with him. he's cool to kick it with though...my mom would never understand me and the way i think. in fact she would probably think that i'm slutty considering that she was in her church's choir growing up and remained a virgin until she got married. to each his own. and oh yeah K6 called the next day at around 4 am then again at 4:30am but i sent him to voicemail. he was either calling to appologize or to make another attempt at trying to get me to have sex with him. either way i didn't want to talk to him. i can't be friends with someone who disrespects me as much as he has lately. dang i think i just typed out a novel so i'll end it here and write more later. have a great day everyone.