i'm suddenly depressed. like out of nowhere, bam! insert bad mood here. i tried to stay out of the house as much as possible today, but i'm almost out of gas so i had to come home. blah. i went to a party saturday night, nothing eventful happened. a couple fights broke out. talked to a couple boys, no one interesting enough to talk to though. i got drunk though so that's all that matters. i need some hardcore affection right now. i want someone to care about me. no more casual sex (unless it's someone i've already hooked up with). of course i say that all the time. as soon as the bad mood passes i'll be out partying again looking for guys like usual. hbsfi;u2gehbik2ufe. i hate my moods!