ok so here's a story. *sidenote...i'm slightly drunk...not so much drunk as under the influence* so anyways, on my way to the party i saw J8...and thats all the contact we had for the night. i saw ALL of his friends, yet he wasn't there. and i also saw my bros friend that i made out with and want that has a girlfriend. he left with K7 (the 7th guy i hooked up with). i wanted to talk to him but he was around K7 all night. cops came, people left. i wanted to know if they left to another party but the only number i had that would know was K7...so i called him. he was cool, said he wasn't sure but might go to a club and would call me back to let me know. i only hate him cuz we're only friends when we drink. there was this other guy that i decided would be my future EX HUSBAND...i purposely bumped into him and i swear the boy was on drugs. he was hot, had cool hair (half blonde half black), tight pants...so yeah he was trendy...but i also think he was a tweaker. when i finally met him he was all jittery and crazy like. it's 11:50...not even midnight! wtf? crazy thing about tonight is that i barely thought about J8 tonight...cuz the guy i really have feelings for (bros friend w/girlfriend) was there. i have parties lined up for the next few weekends...but all i care about is him. not J8 by the way. KP. (KP=bros friend i made out with on my birthday that now has a g/f). i don't know what else to say, tonight wasn't what i expected...which i figured would happen. from now on i don't care about actual feelings...i'll just hook up with K6 and K7. blakreikbgh. fuck it. i'll write more tomorrow when i'm sober. although i've heard that "a drunk tongue speaks a sober mind." yeah whateva...goodnight. i'm adding to my story. KP has a g/f...yet at parties she's not around. he should be with me instead cuz i'm fun and always at the parties. all of his friends enjoy my company and kick it with me at all the parties. yet i'm guessing she gets to sleep with him...she wins? yeah she does. so here i sit waiting out their relationship like i have been since i found out. i remember when he actually confronted my bro to talk to him and make sure it was ok that we were talking and that he was into me...what a fucking waste. and after all of this typing i bet i'll have some shit to say tomorrow too. goodnight again.