i'm in a horrible mood right now. i feel so ugly, i'm even feeling like i'm having an ugly hair day (which doesn't happen often). i have this urge to yell and kick people. i need a haircut but i'm too lazy to go shower and blow dry it straight. i need to cure this feeling with a boy, but i feel too ugly to go look for one. so instead i'll just sist here and feel like shit. hoorah.