i'm ok right now. i have 10 days left at my apartment before moving back to my parents house. sounds shitty but i'm actually quite happy about the fact that i will soon be saving an extra 600 dollars a month. the goal's to pay off my credit card bills which add up to almost 4,000 bucks. after that i can get rid of my piece of shit car and get a new one. i'm talking to someone new. this guy isn't the typical hot jock type that i usually go for. i've actually known him for years, and even though i've always known that he's had a little crush on me have never given him a chance. what have i got to lose? i've dated the worst of the worse so whatever happens won't even faze me anymore. i'm semi-content with things right now. i have areas of my life that i'm working on but atleast i'm not majorly depressed anymore. i'm going out to lunch right now and plan on writing a more in-depth entry later...no one really reads this anymore but if u have stumbled upon this entry check back later for the real one! ok later.