oh my heck! last night was SOOO much fun. i am in love with a stripper. actually he's the announcer guy for the strippers. everytime i go i see him and find myself staring at him more than the strippers...last night was a special night for some reason and he finally stripped! i am sooo physically attracted to him. so much sex appeal...god i want him! well anyways, after the stripper fun i went to a friends house and we drank. then i called K7 and i had awesome sex with him. it was so good...maybe i was thinking about the stripper guy? lol who knows. we usually just get right to it but we actually sat there and watched t.v. holding hands for awhile, it was cute. when he walked me out he invited me to havasu with him and his friends but i don't want to go. that was really weird of him. can he possibly be developing feelings for me? do i want him to? i think i do but i don't want to admit it. i don't want to jinx myself. damn him for making me fall for him. i'm weak for cute white boys. i want himmm. ooh i got my hair done today! so hot. cut like 2 inches off too! my hair's still super long but i miss it. me=hot. ok i'm done.