i've decided to get a second job. i need to. i could go back to lifetouch and work mornings to afternoons, then work afternoons to 11pm at borders. of course i'll try and request fridays and saturdays off so i can still go out. thats the way i've always been...i don't think i should compromise my fun (and being happy) for anything. god doesn't care about success, so neither do i. of course i'm not going to take that as meaning that i should be a bum, but yeah i don't need to have some fulfilling career where i make tons of money (although that would be nice)...what i need is a fulfilling life. i lost my train of thought because i'm watching dharma. her friend jane is so funny. ok so i paid all my bills this morning and now i have to go return some jeans that i don't like. off i go, later.