ok so J is now J18...ha ha and i guess he has been since last friday night! we hooked up and i don't remember a single second of it! dude. crazy. there were drunken text messages sent back and forth last night. but yeah, i had asked if there was anything i should know since i didn't remember anything after him showing up. he was like "maaan...um. we uh, had sex. i remember that much..." he said he honestly thought i knew. i was like nope, i would have been awkward around u at work had i known. he keeps telling me how awesome i am and that he wants to hang out with me. he invited me out last night but i had to get up at 4:30am for work. he was like i wish u were here. it was precious. so many people at work want him...and i got him first! ha ha. too bad i can't remember any of it though. *shrug* oh shit he's number 18...which means i can only sleep with two more people before i run out of fingers and toes to count them on! wow that's pretty bad. ha ha i am awesome, aren't i?