frustrated out of my mind right now!like gahhh!!! why are guys so lame! not all of em just a select few. or atleast the one i'm thinking about right now. i wish i had alcohol to drown my sorrows in...although that wouldn't work cuz i'm a happy/friendly drunk and would probably invite people over and have a good time. and this is no time for a good time! i'm determined to be pissed damn it. ok yeah i'm lame and i lose at life. kill me. not really. i guess since i'm no longer getting attention from this specific person i need it from someone else...and i don't yet have someone else so i'm frustrated. gah! any hot boys on here? ok lame. j/k. i go be lame now, later.