it's easy to convince other people that you don't care about things (or someone), but so much harder to convince yourself. i think the only thing i can do is to stop hooking up with him (k7). i can't get over him if i keep getting with him. so yeah, no more contact with K7. so in the meantime i'll just try to keep myself busy. more gym time less K7 time. i already went to the gym today but i think i'll go again tonight with my best friend. i'm so glad i have her for the summer...i'll be so sad and lonely once she goes back to college (in san francisco...8 hours away). i think i'm going to go through some withdraws from sex again, lol. must abstain from him! words of encouragement please people.
Clue words.. YOU HAPPY.
Worry about yourself and remember that when ( and if --not saying you will) you give into K7, you're pleasing him and giving him the power.
Which basically means, he won.
Although i don't know you hardly at all, i think you can keep yourself from relying on him for sex. Get yourself a toy or something, heck i don't know, but there are other options.
It is a proven fact that if you write your goals down (whatever they may be) it is 95% more likely that you will accomplish them.
How long it may take is determined by yourself.
Good luck with all this boy trouble.
You'll get through it, one way or another.
uncontrolable..and your still writing my life
Muchlove ;)
Just kidding you.
I say to just stay strong to yourself and stick to what you believe is right. No matter how much it hurts. You can do it!
♥
-Sarah