ok so K6 just left my house. i was talking to him online, he said he was on his lunch break and that he was coming over. i said no ur not...then a few minutes later he's knocking on my door. he knows that i'm abstaining. and i think i did quite well with the whole resisting temptation thing. he was laying on me, trying to get me to make out with him and what not. he bit my leg extremely hard and now i have his teeth marks on me. ugh, he has such a nice body! and his tattoos are hot...too bad he's not taller. he's shorter than i am! i hate when guys are shorter than you. well anyways, we didn't kiss until he was finally leaving. my plan was to not give in until the last moment so that nothing more could happen. and yay i succeeded. god he's such a great kisser! much better than nice guy...but atleast nice guy seems to like me. but whatever, i'm done with guys. i've already decided. all i can do from now on is innocent kissing, with absolutely no feelings. i refuse to get attached. i did like the attention though (of course). i'll write more later (we're supposed to drink this week at my house).
UPDATE: I just got back from hanging out with my cousin. she said that nice guy (C9) really seems to like me. and apparently he is as nice as he seems. ugh. i can't handle guys as nice as him.
lovelaurel
...but also sort of risky. because ok. if a guy can tell by the initial and the plot that your diary is talking abotu him, he will also know he's the 9th guy you've slept with!!!
that can lead to dramatic reprocutions. or a good laugh
lovelaurel