yeah i still miss him...i gave in and texted him at 11 and he didn't respond...he better have been sleeping. but anyways, i don't know if any of u remember J4 so let me refresh your memory. he's the one i hooked up with about a year ago, i was friends with his g/f at the time. she found out we hooked up yadda yadda. well anyways, him and her are back together! she's so dumb. he admitted to her that he hooked up with a few girls while with her. AND on top of that she's 5 months pregnant with another guys baby right now. those two are meant for eachother for sure. i liked it better when they weren't together because atleast then i could talk to J4...now she'll not want him to talk to me. blah. whatever. on a better note, me and my friend are going to kick it at my house and drink tomorrow night, yay us! that's exactly what i need, to just relax with a friend and some beer and a good movie...too bad i can't find my super troopers DVD. but either way i'll for sure be texting or calling kris tomorrow night once drunk. and again thursday while drunk at the strip club. i will win im over. i don't care what anyone says, he's what i want so he's what i shall have. i'm hot i deserve it. not that i think ugly people don't deserve to get what they want...wow i should erase those last 2 sentences but they make me laugh so they're staying. goodnight everyone.