my diary may be getting boring now that i've decided not to go out and be my normal drunken self. no drama to speak of, no hook ups, and best of all no regrets (although i always say that i don't have regrets i have learning experiences...but i obviously don't learn because i do the same shit over and over again). so there's a party tonight...and i'm going to do my best to stay away from it. i'll stay home, go to bed, wake up, and go to church and lust after the hot choir boy. bad me, bad. is lust a sin? probably. i'm a sin. i have zero self control. ugh i can't wait to get my hair done! stupid tax money probably won't be here for another 3 weeks or so. i hate waiting. as hot as i feel right now...i'll feel 10 times hotter when my hair gets done. no more thick dark roots! but then of course once my hair looks hot again i'll definately have to go out and party. how else will people see my hotness? ooh i know! i'll set a goal. no more partying until my hair gets done! anyone want to guess whether or not i'll make it? staying home is hard for me to do on the weekends. it's getting closer to summer which means more and more parties. time to tone it down! wish me luck. UPDATE: ok so i talked to this guy i know and got directions to the party...it's really close. i might go. like i said...zero self control.