i lose at abstinence. ok remember how a couple entries ago i was saying that i miss this one friend of mine...turns out she wasn't avoiding me she was in santa barbra. i luv her! we drank last night and watched movies. good times were had by all. she started in with her drunken text messages and phone calls and my phone went off...i asked her if she texted me but she said no. so i check my phone and its K7. i'm guessing yu can put 2 and 2 together. i had sex with him last night (this morning). funny thing is i feel fine. i don't feel sad or used...it was what it was. and it was fun. my breakfast burrito tastes like shit. so yeah my abstinence didn't even last a full 2 weeks. i was there til about 4am. then i got mad at him and when he walked me out i didn't say goodbye or give him a hug. i'm such a bitch. i'm sure he has no idea why i got mad all of the sudden...even i have no idea why i was mad, lol. that's me for ya. dude i am SO tired, i SO can't go to the gym before work today. ok i need to go get some sleep so i'll write more later.