dude i need to stop sleeping with people i like thinking that like bonds us or something. it makes it that much harder when they screw me over. well it's been confirmed, V likes J18. on one hand she's a good enough friend to be honest with me...on the other she likes the guy i've been sleeping with! before she knew how devastated i was she made it seem like he likes her too. i always pretend i don't like people when i do because i know it won't work out in my favor and i don't want the pity. but fuck it, i'm devastated. my own friend. guess i'm not getting any this thursday *shrug* wow this really sucks. i don't even want to work with him anymore. he only works like a day or two a week..can i ask him to quit. or atleast stop working sundays ( i work sundays). meh.