i know its only monday, but i want him to call SO sooo bad! we hooked up friday night/saturday morning (whatever). if he is going to call it probably won't be until next weekend, right? fuck! i want him to call right now. i need reassurance. i need to know that it wasn't just our drunkeness. that it wasn't just a one time thing. i need to know that he does like me. he said he wanted to be with me but he felt he couldn't because of my brother. he also said he was going to break up with his girlfriend. i wouldn't have hooked up with him otherwise, so its a good thing he did (cuz i really wanted to be with him that night). i like him so much, and i don't even know why. he made me feel so great. i miss himmm! i want him. i need him? gah. such frustration.