ok so quick update. i moved into my apartment and it's super awesome to be me right now...except the guys aren't treating me as well as they had been. we had people over saturday night and E and J14 BOTH flaked on me. then the very next day E shows up at my work with some girl...at MY work damn it. and he didnt look for me or ask if i was working or anything. then i texted him when i got home telling him to be straight forward with me. to just tell me if he didnt want to talk to me anymore. he was like no i still want to talk to u, i want to hang out and get to know u better. he said he'd call me today so we'll see. and as for J14 i haven't talkd to him for days. plus my drunk ass may or may not have hooked up with this super hot guy who shall now be called S16 (god i need to stop having sex). i woke up in his bed without my pants on so i'm assuming we hooked up. i dunno i left before he woke up and haven't talked to him since. plus i saw K7 driving and now i miss him again. i know i'm dumb but whatever. J14 and E aren't giving me any attention or affection and i know i can get that from K7. so i called him saturday night and he was in corona and said he'd call once he was outside my apartments so i could let him in...he called at 12:30 but my drunk ass passed the fuck out and didn't hear it. damn i so could have gotten some! then he called me the next day but i had to wake up soon for work and told him we would hang out tomorrow night. he said to call him but i won't because i know he will call me...he misses this ass! but then again who wouldn't. ok my "quick" update got pretty long so i'll end it right now.