so my life is about to change in a big way. my parents are selling our house and splitting the money...and most likely going their seperate ways. the "divorce" word hasn't been spoken but that's the logical assumption. i honestly thought this would happen a long time ago. it's weird because they've been married for like 25 years or something, and go to the movies every weekend and go out together and stuff like that. i'm sure no one on the outside would have seen this coming. my dad's a jerk though and i really do think that he's bad for her self confidence and stuff like that. she just doesn't get everything she deserves. my mom is the nicest most selfless person i have ever met. in their case opposites most definately did attract. i'm fine with everything, in fact i've been wanting to move. i hate to admit this but when she said they may go there seperate ways my first thought was that i could have people over at me and my moms apartment (which is what we'll be getting) everynight to drink since she works nights. maybe if i were still a kid my first thoughts would be more normal like "oh no not my parents, they really love eachother." but i'm 20 years old and this just isn't affecting me much. i already have my anti-relationship type thoughts and beliefs from my own heart break so this in no way will traumatize me. my 22 (23 in october) year old brother however was pissed when he found out. like crazily dramatic. he'll get over it. he's supposed to be getting married soon so this is probably sucking for him right now. i hope he doesn't assume that his marriage won't make it either. i really hope that their marriage lasts forever. but anyways, i'm moving. i'm excited. call me heartless but that's how i feel. yay me. maybe i'll feel different later but this is how i feel right now. the end. UPDATE: parents apparently fixed whatever problems they had and we aren't selling our house. shitty for me.