i want a boyfriend, and i want it to be ****. i haven't seen him inover a week now. he has yet to call. you would think he's interested since he actually consulted my brother to make sure he was ok with us having gotten with eachother or whatever, and him telling me that he wants to take me to the movies, etc. he needs to follow through or i'll be all sad. *sigh* i really really like him. like ahhhh, it sucks. met other boys to make out with...but random hook ups with hot boys is nothing compared to being in a relationship with the handsome boy you're madly falling for. i want him. i need him? gah, i hope this is real. and i hope he calls me before i go insane...not quite sure how long he has til the insanity kicks in. i really thought i'd see him this weekend, but oh well it was a fun weekend none the less. next weekend maybe. yes, next weekend.