i'm just going to admit it, i like K7...i like him a lot. there's no denying that i'm falling hard. i was having a crappy (and long) day at work when i looked at my cell phone to see that i had a missed call from him. i was suddenly happy. i called him and he was like what are u doing, i said i was at work, he asked what time i got off, i said 11, he said to call him when i got off. the last two hours of work after that were awesome. i felt like such a dumb girl. it was a big deal to me because he usually doesn't call, he usually just text messages me. and it's usually in the early hours of the morning and not before he goes out. well anyways, i called him while driving home and he didn't answer so i got sad. then he called back and when i saw his name on my cell i got all happy again. it was loud where he was at so he said he would call me back. he texted me asking if i wanted to come over, i said that i was going to go out and drink with my friend ashley for awhile first. he said to call him later before i come over. i texted him around 2something am but got no answer (he's such a heavy sleeper). so yeah i didn't get to kick it with him last night. but i had fun anyways. drank til like 5 am and ended up making out with this cute guy named ryan. we made out a lot but all i could think about was k7 so i left. i hope he calls me tonight, i need my K7 fix. we used to hang out once every few weeks, now it seems to be like every other day. and now i spend the entire night there instead of leaving right when we're done hooking up. gahhh! i'm not even going to try and convince myself not to get attached to him. he makes me feel good. he makes me happy. i went and saw my brothers new baby again today. when i held her i didn't want to put her down. i luv her to death. watching my brother with her is a trip. she's only 2 days old and my brother already got her name tattooed on him. i think that's precious. ok i have to go get ready for work, have a swell day everyone. UPDATE: he didn't call last night...but on the plus side i got 12 hours of much needed sleep! i've been averaging like 3 hours a night (if any) lately. i have today and tomorrow off. going to go visit a friend that moved away from cali about 2 years ago (i haven't seen him since then). he's down for a bit so that should be nice (but maybe akward since it's been so long?). we'll see. watch i bet K7 will call when i'm visiting my friend who's 2 hours away from the city i'm in, then i'll get all pissed. yay.