didn't go out the past 2 weekends in a row. or was it just one weekend? i can't remember. anyhow, i'm bored with my life right now and i'm just not happy being single anymore. my brother bought his g/f a ring today just because. no reason, just because. ugh, i want someone who loves me enough to do things just because. maybe i'll go out this weekend, maybe i won't. i'm sick right now and it sucks. i just want to fall and love, get married, and have kids. i know i'm only 19, but i have never had a truly serious relationship that seemed to be going somewhere...and that is exactly what i want. maybe i need to be going out more and actually start looking rather than thinking true love will find me. ugh! seriously, i'm gorgeous, have beautiful long hair, and an awesome personality to match. so what is wrong with me and why don't i have a boyfriend? or should i be saying what is wrong all the men out there and why haven't any of them made me theirs yet?