i can slowly feel my life getting boring again...but that's ok, because a boring life is a drama free life. i went to the gym today. it was nice to not be too hung over and tired to go for once. it's seriosuly been like 10 days since i've been to the gym. it feels like years ago when i used to go religiously. i felt so much better about myself when i went everyday. between school work and the gym i won't have much time for partying, and that's a good thing. K7 never texted me back last night. it pisses me off that HE texted me first, and then didn't respond when i texted him back. like what the hell. i haven't hung out with him in days, i feel a lot less obsessed with him right now. when i'm away from him a lot its so easy to forget that i liked him. its nice to not be sad over him (or any guy) right now. it's when we start hanging out every other day that i get attached to him. the fact that his mom was super nice to me makes it even worse...like she likes me so why cant he?!?! lol. next time i hang out with him i think i'll tell him that i'm tired of this shit, of him not responding when i call him but expecting me to go over there as soon as he wants to get some. but now that i think of it he does respond sometimes...maybe he wasn't lying when he said he left his cell at work for a couple days...gah! i hate not knowing. either way i'll tell him i want more than the occasional booty call. who knows what he'll say. plus i'll probably have to get drunk first to get the courage to say what i feel. this sux. oh well, atleast i'm not hurting or anything, i'm just annoyed. dude i'm hungry. food time, bye guys...and let me know what u all think i should do/say to him. thanks.