so i had a normal conversation with NG about nothing in particular. i'm trying not to hate him. but i know that if we talk as normal friends it will be much harder for me to get over him. i basically just wanted to have a meaningless conversation to let him know im ok without him and i dont hate him. i wont talk to him much from now on, just had to do it tonight. i still miss him, boo...but yeah basically im working on being ok without him and not feeling sorry for myself anymore! yay me.