i feel like shit right now. went to some guys house to hang out with a friend and K7 was there. as i was walking up the driveway he was driving out. he stopped by me and said something (i think). i said "hey" and kept walking. he sat there for a moment then drove off all fast. i guess that was kind of rude of me but i'm just not used to socializing with him like that. we don't hang out we just have sex. but anyways he later came back and we didn't talk to eachother at all. i thought we would end up hooking up that night. i know that there's no chemistry but i need attention. so later we all go to some other house and he takes a long time getting there...because he went and picked up a bunch of girls. not only was i being ignored by the guy i've been hooking up with for almost a year, but he was with other girls right in front of me. it made me feel like i'm just the girl he calls when he strikes out with other girls. i know i was the one that was rude in the beginning of the night, but those girls really got to me. i was hoping one of them would say something to me so i could have a justifiable reason to kick some ass. i've never been jealous before but i'm pretty sure that's what i was feeling. jealousy is NOT fun, that's for sure. i'm not going to hook up with him anymore. i want him to call soon so i can tell him that. i want him to know he can't treat me like that. why do i even care? no chemistry, and he's a dumb-ass. he's a drunk that gets in tons of fights for no good reason. whatever i'm done.