i'm bored. not getting any attention from guys right now. for awhile there were plenty of guys in my life. and now there's not really anything going on. i start work on monday. i sure am looking forward to those sexual harassment videos! not. they're always so lame. oh well, i like getting paid for orientations. you just sit there and make money. i hope i like this job. i really really do. i get bored with things so easily. i quit things easily too. i just don't see any reason to put myself through things i hate for a little cash. it's not like i have tons of bills to pay or a family to take care of. i want to find something i love. i'm so bored! i'll probably just hang out with my cousin this weekend because her fiance is going out of town. i enjoy her company, i just wish i had some of the friends i lost to hang out with. they were fun people. blah blah blah. i'm not depressed, and i'm not happy...just bored. i hate being bored. oh well, i should make the most of this down time while i still have it. have a swell night everyone!