ok so i'm going to type personal stuff involving my sex life so if anyone doesn't want to read it...then don't. i'm anticipating a few anonymous comments calling me a slut and stuff like that, but i don't care. the nice guy (i'll call him C9...name starts with a c and he's the 9th guy i've slept with). so yeah, he called tonight and invited me over to watch a movie. he came and picked me up because he's super nice guy. once again we didn't finish the movie we were watching. he's very touchy with the hand holding and what not. i get chills when he touches me. it didn't take long before we went up to his room to have sex. he's mastered the art of seduction, i definately was wanting him. i've never had a nice guy like him. i'm used to jerks. it wasn't the best sex i've ever had, but it wasn't bad at all. i greatly enjoy his company. i hope i don't lose interest in him like i do most guys...or vise versa. i wonder what he would think if he knew i hooked up with someone last night too. 2 nights...2 different guys. i'm definately done with J8 though. damn i really liked him too. oh well i deserve better. i just told K6 (6th guy i hooked up with, my friend) that i just got home and he started questioning me. when i said i was at a guys house he was like what guy? then he was like did u hook up, did u have sex, u guys fucked? like one comment after the other. then he said he was so upset. i was like what? and he said "nothing." i asked him if he were mad at me and he said no. so then i changed the subject and he isn't responding. he's pissed right now i know he is. but what does he expect, we're just friends that happened to have hooked up one time casually. he doesn't want to be in a relationship so i'm not going to sit around being his little fuck buddy or something. what a jerk. whatever. but anyways. everytime i hook up with someone and i'm getting dressed afterwards i always put my underwear in my purse instead of putting them back on. i just put my jeans on. why do i do that? it never fails. atleast then if i get really drunk i can wake up in the morning and know if i had sex or not by checking my purse for underwear, lol. i was 100% sober tonight. and 100% drunk last night. so yeah. i don't like being on top. wow that kind of came out of nowhere. he's so sweet, i hope its genuine. my cousin has known him for several years though so if he were really a jerk just trying to get some she would tell me. ok i have a test in the morning and i didn't study...wish me luck! and this entry wasn't nearly as detailed and personal as i thought i would make it. ok i'm done for now, bed time. goodnight everyone, have a swell night.