life is looking up, and all because of a boy. i'll call him G because we haven't hooked up yet. lots of making out but no actual sex (it's so hard to abstain from him he's gorgeous!). we've hung out twice in 2 days and he's coming over tomorrow. hot hot hot. he's only 19 but did i mention he's hot! his smile makes me melt. wow that was really lame. he was a wrestler in highschool. and yeah he's hot. K7 got mad at me the other night cuz i wouldn't sleep with him ha ha. ok the end.