so yesterday afternoon i get this text from G22 saying "me so horny." and my response was then call that girl you're seeing. "he was like i'm just messin, besides i don't think she wants a relationship so i don't know about her anymore." so i'm like great, this fucker thinks he can just come back to me cuz his new girl doesn't like him as much. lame. then later i talk to him online and he's telling me to come over and stuff. i couldn't at the time because i had a baby shower to go to, but later at like 10something pm he texts me and says "come over." and i was like "i'm already in bed." but i couldn't get back to sleep since i didn't have to work the next day (today). so i text him back and i'm like "are u not going out tonight? if not i'll come get my cd." he was like "i'm not going out. leave in 30." so i got ready then went to his house...for my cd of course. i'm not dumb i knew what was going to happen. we started off watching t.v. then he asked me to scratch his back and was laying on me, then we were making out, then laying on the couch, then in his bedroom...u get the point. i'm weak! if u saw this guy in person, or heard him talk in his sexy voice (he kind of sounds like he should be a phone sex operator) you'd give in too. i can't help but think how dumb i am for sleeping with him after he made me feel so sad. and he didn't say that he was done talking to this new girl, just that he didn't know about her anymore. oh well. i'm not all hysterically sad like i was a couple of days ago. it was just sex. JUST sex...i like that. such bull. but saying it makes me feel better.
p.s. when i left i forgot the cd...
ahh! not slutty. I've done.. do the same thing... sex is sex. and it sucks so bad when you give in, but its so good when you're there. gahhh !
and I definitely don't think you are a slut...i do the same thing! Plus not only that you have abstained for a little while atleast! It's not something you need just something extra fun!