he called 2 nights after our argument and i went over there. we sat in his living room and watched scream while i drank a beer. we went to his room once things got less than G rated so his mom wouldn't walk in on us. we had awesome sex. it was excellent...wait no, it was sexcellent. good stuff. anyways, we talked a bit, but not about anything important. i still can't bring myself to try and make him commit to me. he's trying to drink less and bought the patch so he can quit smoking. it's probably just one of those new years resolutions that won't work out but it's cute none the less. he walked me out after awhile and we hugged and it was just a good vibe in general. i still get super nervous around him. he said to call him new years eve night and i said that i would. i was at a friends party and i called to wish him a happy new years after midnight but his phone kept cutting out. i then proceeded to follow around this cute guy. we talked a lot and i got trashed and can't really remember anything. i know i got with this one guy that i have gotten with before...but i don't know if we did more than just kiss. and i also don't know if i got with the new guy or not. i friended him on myspace this morning and he wrote me a message saying that he can't explain online but i should call him or we should go out to lunch so he can explain why he had left. he said he was sorry but it was just something that he had to do and he would explain later. i thought that was really odd and i have no idea what he's talkig about. my guess is that maybe we hooked up and he left before i woke up in the morning? i dunno. i messaged him back saying i was really drunk and don't remember what it is he's talking about so not to worry about it. i'm super curious though. all in all i had fun this weekend. good fuckin' times.