ok so this weekend was way fun. my best friend came down friday (from sfsu) and we drank friday night. some people came over but no one really fun (just a bunch of girls we went to highschool with). then saturday i went shopping with the best friend and it was way fun and way cute. aw i like bonding. yay us. then saturday night i went to a party at J15's house. i had texted him making sure it would be ok (since he's the guy that decided not to talk to me anymore because he thinks i drink too much...plus i called him the scarlett letter cuz he supposably slept with a married woman). he was like yeah i don't care if u come, no hard feelings, yadda yadda. he said the only reason he was mad at me was the whole accusing him of sleeping with a married woman thing, and that he doesn't like me drunk. but yeah i went to the party. i followed V (the one J18 likes) there because i didn't know where the house was. anyways i had already had 2 of my strong vodka drinks, and brought 2 sparks with me...i dont remember much of the night or if i drank anymore but i'm sure i did. i remember inviting a friend of mine from highschool )we'll call him J...no number because i would never ever sleep with him because i'm shallow and he's not hot). he always follows me around when i'm really drunk and tries to get with me every chance he gets. every once in awhile he'll succeed and we make out. like that saturday night in fact. but V told me that her sister was there that night and that i didn't make out with just J. she said i made out with J, some guy named B, and an asian guy. i guess no one knows who this asian guy is? i dunno. but wtf? i bet j15 thinks i'm a total slut now but whatever. V said he was very drunk too so he may not have seen or heard about it. who cares. i only remember seeing J15 for a split second, and thinking wow he's adorable i really fucked up with that one. then a second later realizing that there was a hot white guy with stretched ears, mmm. he was hot like fire. he totally told me i could sit on his lap but i was like um i'll just sit on this empty chair ha ha. ok so the next day i woke up and there were empty smirnoff bottles around my room. yeah i guess i drank more when i got home. AND when i woke up i went to food for less and bought more alcohol with my roomate. then spent sunday drinking at my bros house...and throwing up ha ha. i also texted J18 and asked him if he and V are more than just friends. he said "um yeah...it's not like a secret it just kind of happened." and i didn't respond and he was like "is this bad" i was like "ha ha wow. i don't even know how to respond to that. no it's just peachy keen." and that was obviously sarcasm. then he was like "i'm sorry if i misunderstood anything...please understand that i didn't know this would bother you..." and then i was like "bother would be an understatement. working with u is going to be pretty shitty now. but hey what did i expect. maybe this will teach me not to jump into bed with people." and to that he didn't respond...but work will be awkward on sunday mornings when we work together. joy. and then the next day (monday) i was still feeling horrible so i called in. yeah two day long hangovers really suck. oh well i think that's all i have to report for now.