so last night i broke my 2 drink rule i've been following lately and had 3 (mostly vodka) vodka and cranberry drinks. got drunk, flirted with J4 while his girlfreind silently sent me mean thoughts (i'm sure). and thennnn, had some drunken fun with C17...omg i'm running out of fingers and toes to count these boys on! ha ha good times though...iuf only i could remember. i woke up in my "hugs not drugs" shirt even though i was wearing my "80's RULE" shirt last night...no bra...and yeah i found his shirt here. wtf did he go home without his shirt? obviously. he had a jacket though so its all good. i've always thought he was super cute and wanted to make out with him...well i took it a few steps further and had sex with him so yay me...i guess. damn my whole abstaining from alcohol and sex thing just did't work now did it. i also smoked weed with him...oops. he's a friend of my male roomates...i've gottenw ith one of his other friends before so he probably thinks i'm a slut now. dang if i didn't know me i'd definately think i was a slut. damn i want del taco but i've been doing so well with eating healthy. ok that was off topic ha ha. i still want E like u wouldn't believe. he says "i love you" through text messages a lot...and even though i know he probably says that to every girl he's friends with it still makes me smile. i'm a dork. ok off to go decide whether or not a million colorie breakfast burrito is worth it.