i'm in a not so swell mood. not depressed, just bored maybe. i dunno. i hate my body, i feel like i've been on my period forever. go away! but anyways, gay strip club night is tomorrow, yay. i still like my job. it's not stressing me out yet. nice people and what not. my birthday's in 48 days. yay me. i'm feeling a lack of attention at the moment, and i don't like that. when i do get attention from guys it's for the physical...but i don't know what's worse, not getting any at all, or getting it for my sex. meh, who cares. i'm in a i don't want to think mood. so yeah. fin.