so NG finally immed me last night. him [12:51 A.M.]: whats goin on sweet thang me [12:52 A.M.]: chillin him [12:52 A.M.]: whats the count down at until ur birthday me [12:53 A.M.]: yeah im not even going to respond to that him [12:53 A.M.]: why not? me [12:53 A.M.]: cuz ur a little late homie him [12:53 A.M.]: what?! me [12:54 A.M.]: dont act dumb him [12:54 A.M.]: im not acting dumb me [12:55 A.M.]: u cant just disappear for like amonth and then expect that im going to just talk to u like we're cool him [12:56 A.M.]: im not asking cuz of sex or anything i know that that isnt going to happen me [12:56 A.M.]: i didnt think u were him [12:56 A.M.]: good me [12:57 A.M.]: im pretty sure u realize now that that's never going to happen him [12:57 A.M.]: i do me [12:57 A.M.]: so what was ur problem? me [12:57 A.M.]: i'm just baffled him [12:58 A.M.]: i jsut got spooked cuz i really started to like you and i was thinking that after we fuck and knowing how good it would be shit would jsut suck like trying to hang all the time like we would want to me [12:58 A.M.]: well why coulodnt u just say that me [12:58 A.M.]: instead of making me wonder what i did wrong him [12:59 A.M.]: i dunno i really dont me [12:59 A.M.]: i felt so fucking dumb constantly texting u asking why u werent talking to me and stuff me [1:00 A.M.]: but i didnt want to give up because i liked u so fucking much. u could have been mature about it. him [1:00 A.M.]: my whole life has been outta my hands me [1:00 A.M.]: then u texted me telling me u werent making the same mistake u did years ago...then did it again anyways him [1:00 A.M.]: i've been dealling with other peoples family issues and its fucking me up me [1:01 A.M.]: u know what, we all have problems. trust me if anyone would have understood its me. me [1:01 A.M.]: but im glad u finally decided to clear shit up. i guess this is my closure. him [1:01 A.M.]: i still think about how much i liked hangin around with u me [1:03 A.M.]: i dont even know what to say right now. me [1:03 A.M.]: why did u im me tonight. u had to have known i wouldnt have anything nice to say. him [1:04 A.M.]: doesnt mean that i wouldnt wanna talk to u him [1:04 A.M.]: i know wha ti was in for me [1:06 A.M.]: i dont know what else to say me [1:06 A.M.]: just dont come back into my life in another 4 years and fuck with my heart again. me [1:06 A.M.]: goodnight him [1:06 A.M.]: goodnight i guess that's as close to closure as i'll get. whethere he's telling the truth or not, atleast i got a reason. it still sucks and i'm still sad. but atleast i'm not going crazy wondering why. i just need to not talk to him at all anymore and the feelings will eventually go away i guess...